October 4th, 2003

brood

I don't belong here

I'm feeling like coming home probably wasn't the smartest decision I've ever made.

10dimensions and I were having this conversation last weekend about how there are so many people in the world who just go to work, come home, watch TV, and never seem to want anything more out of life.

And now I'm having this really uncomfortable feeling that that's my family.

Recent conversation:

Mom: Did you watch Miss Match?
Me: No, Mom. I'm not watching much TV these days.

Five minutes later:

Mom: Did you watch The Lyon's Den?
Me: Mom, I told you that I'm not watching much TV.

It's an awful thing to try and come home and then realize that home isn't home. And right now, I have no idea where home is.
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